Okay before you freak out let me explain.
This was, at one point, where I was free to express myself, for the most part, anonymously. I had a few people read it that knew me irl, but nothing like I do now. And I CHERISHED that anonymity. Hell, I NEEDED it for a while. This blog was my safe place, the one place I could really let it all out and just be who I really was. But now?
......There is a lot going on irl that a lot of the people who probably read this blog would hate me for. I'm not saying it's necessarily you, but I think those people know who they are. And I think they may know why too. But the long and the short of it is this: this was to be a place where I didn't have to filter myself too much, or speak in code all the time. And every time I try to go back to writing like that I get such SHIT for it. Not only in numbers but in real life too.
So what I am doing is this: I'm taking a break. Idk how long or how permanent, but for at least the rest of the summer. I have school for the next two months for four days a week on top of it all, and I run a vlog channel too (which you can check out here). If you really wanna keep up with me, your best bet is either there or on tumblr, which you can easily find if you really know me well enough. I'm not linking to that. No, my Tumblr is one of the last few places I have left where I really don't have to hide myself. I can be whoever I want there. And I am.
I'm not getting rid of this thing. It was a big part of my life once and it's the only way I can remember certain pieces of time in my head. But as of right now, I'm just not feeling the vibes here anymore, okay? thanks for being understanding in advance.
Sincerely,
-Katie
This was, at one point, where I was free to express myself, for the most part, anonymously. I had a few people read it that knew me irl, but nothing like I do now. And I CHERISHED that anonymity. Hell, I NEEDED it for a while. This blog was my safe place, the one place I could really let it all out and just be who I really was. But now?
......There is a lot going on irl that a lot of the people who probably read this blog would hate me for. I'm not saying it's necessarily you, but I think those people know who they are. And I think they may know why too. But the long and the short of it is this: this was to be a place where I didn't have to filter myself too much, or speak in code all the time. And every time I try to go back to writing like that I get such SHIT for it. Not only in numbers but in real life too.
So what I am doing is this: I'm taking a break. Idk how long or how permanent, but for at least the rest of the summer. I have school for the next two months for four days a week on top of it all, and I run a vlog channel too (which you can check out here). If you really wanna keep up with me, your best bet is either there or on tumblr, which you can easily find if you really know me well enough. I'm not linking to that. No, my Tumblr is one of the last few places I have left where I really don't have to hide myself. I can be whoever I want there. And I am.
I'm not getting rid of this thing. It was a big part of my life once and it's the only way I can remember certain pieces of time in my head. But as of right now, I'm just not feeling the vibes here anymore, okay? thanks for being understanding in advance.
Sincerely,
-Katie
