change.

A lot of stuff can happen in one year.

I will probably say that a lot. But seriously, last year started with a "break-up" (even though we were never together) and ended with an eating disorder and cutting. And that's how this year has started for me. I've had walls up for so long that now.... they're gone.

I don't like feeling vulnerable. But now that my brother is better, that's exactly what I am. And everything I've buried inside is spilling out faster than I have control over. So let's say that from this point on this blog is about my brother AND me. I need a place to feel free and express myself. a blog probably isn't the best place to do that, but y'all would stop reading if I quit posting, so as I recover from all of my "issues," I'll try and post. They may not be pretty, or happy, but who's life is perfect all the time? Well, we could consider Taylor Swift, but then I could mention two boys that broke her heart, which makes her not perfect ALL the time, so....

Well, I'm off to a lack of freedom for my own safety. Don't cut kids. It will NOT work out in the end.

-Katy the blogmaster