Bad days.

Well, I think today could have gone a LOT better.


First I woke up to my blessing screaming at everyone. I normally only get this on the weekends because he is SUPPOSED to be at school. Why was he not at school today? Because he was in so much pain last night and this morning he had to go to the dentist. Which brings me to the second reason why today sucked.


He needs $50,000 worth of dental work done on his mouth. And before you go there, let me explain. Back BEFORE October and the button and all that jazz, we were pushing miralax in him. NOT LITERALLY. And he would only drink it in soda, so that's what the doctor said to do. problem was, he wouldn't brush his teeth. So now he will lose his eight front teeth (four on top, four on bottom I think) and probably a lot more in the back.


And then we found out that our pediatrician's wife is dying of brain cancer and isn't expected to make it through the month. And before you go THERE they are people!!!! And the whole reason my mom goes to this particular pediatrician is because he is Catholic like us and is so open and nice. She compares going to see him to seeing my uncle they are so similar. Only my uncle is a sleep specialist. :/ Yeah, I know that makes no sense.


And then after that my mom was in a WONDERFUL mood. Not. -__- And then after dinner I was on the computer and found out that this little girl... hold on, back story time.


So the other day I was on the computer and there was a story about this five-month-old little girl who had this genetic and incurable disease. I don't remember the name but the acronym is SMA. it affects your nervous system and causes your body to slowly stop functioning. I think. And so she only had about 18 months to live. So her parents started this blog and decided to do a bucket list with her. And she passed away yesterday (Or Monday 4/30/12, depending on when you read this). So yeah, life is pretty sucky today.


And of course I am not thrilled with my school situation right now. I am behind in grammar and a few other subjects, and I can't seem to catch up. -__- Yeah. I'm not trying to bring all of y'all down with me. I just... think that sometimes things are less sucky if you know you aren't alone. Although I bet I am. No one else has a brother that has a mouth that needs $50,000. But I just try to think I'm not the only one. because if I do then things are always worse. And I just have to keep hoping that tomorrow will be better. sometimes it is, Sometimes it isn't. But I just have to keep pushing.


And if you want to know more about that little girl and her family, read this story on yahoo: http://gma.yahoo.com/blogs/abc-blogs/averys-bucket-list-five-month-old-girl-spinal-161134104--abc-news-topstories.html


So yeah, that pretty much sums up my day. Now to go make popcorn and get ready for bed. Also; Is it wrong to watch sesame street when the day has been really super sucky?


.....NAH! :D
-Katy the blogmaster