Ugh, someone is torturing our poor bird.
IE, my blessing. -_________________- Why does this not surprise me? Anyways, yesterday was...... emotional to say the least. I really put myself out there, TRIED to save someone, and.... I think I actually made a new friend. :) AND I got covergirl put back on my arm! :D
Yeah, I don't like looking at my scars, so I usually put something meaningful over them. It helps in two ways. ONE: It helps remind me to stay strong. TWO: I always feel that if I hurt myself on that arm and destroy those words that I am hurting the person who said them. :) And I am TWO WEEKS STRONG BABY! :D
This really isn't helping with the whole "remove self harm from my blog so my best friend will be my friend again." But you know what? Maybe........ Maybe censorship isn't worth it. That's what PUT ME in the position I was in, because I was forced to keep it all inside until it just got to a self-destructive point. So maybe it isn't worth it. :/ I always think my best when talking to y'all.
So yeah, this was a deep post. Not sure how I feel about it, but I'll wait and see what the response is.
BAI GUISE! :D
-Katie
PS: WATCH CUPCAKE WARS TONIGHT ESPECIALLY IF YOUS IS A RUSHER! :D:D:D:D:D
IE, my blessing. -_________________- Why does this not surprise me? Anyways, yesterday was...... emotional to say the least. I really put myself out there, TRIED to save someone, and.... I think I actually made a new friend. :) AND I got covergirl put back on my arm! :D
Yeah, I don't like looking at my scars, so I usually put something meaningful over them. It helps in two ways. ONE: It helps remind me to stay strong. TWO: I always feel that if I hurt myself on that arm and destroy those words that I am hurting the person who said them. :) And I am TWO WEEKS STRONG BABY! :D
This really isn't helping with the whole "remove self harm from my blog so my best friend will be my friend again." But you know what? Maybe........ Maybe censorship isn't worth it. That's what PUT ME in the position I was in, because I was forced to keep it all inside until it just got to a self-destructive point. So maybe it isn't worth it. :/ I always think my best when talking to y'all.
So yeah, this was a deep post. Not sure how I feel about it, but I'll wait and see what the response is.
BAI GUISE! :D
-Katie
PS: WATCH CUPCAKE WARS TONIGHT ESPECIALLY IF YOUS IS A RUSHER! :D:D:D:D:D
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