Like, seriously.
I DO NOT GET 90's SHOWS. But then again I was only 5 when they ended, so....
ANY WAYS. I have been neglecting my blog!! :'( but to be honest, all that has gone on was my grandparents leaving for Florida to take care of my aunt and her family, since she has cancer. WAIT!!!
I NEVER TOLD Y'ALL THAT!!!!!!!!!! :O Well, I was kind of avoiding it in case she read this.... but the cat is kind of out of the bag now.... Oops. :/ I hope she doesn't hate me for it!!!! Yeah, she has cancer. BUT! She will beat it, and she is already doing great! They got all the cancer stuff out with surgery and she starts chemo soon.
ENOUGH DOWN STUFF!!! Wait, that's all my life consists of. SUCKINESS. I swear all I am is a waste of space. Sometimes I wonder why I still fight my demons. But yet each day I feel like that but still somehow make it to bed without a relapse. But with the holidays coming.... I'm not so sure that it's going to last. But... I know how many people would hurt if I relapsed. My one friend would probably stop talking to me if I did. And he's kind of the only person I talk to on a regular basis, so.... I'm not about to f--k that up.
So yeah, my life pretty much sucks like always. :( But then again who honestly thought that would change?
Sigh.
-Katie
I DO NOT GET 90's SHOWS. But then again I was only 5 when they ended, so....
ANY WAYS. I have been neglecting my blog!! :'( but to be honest, all that has gone on was my grandparents leaving for Florida to take care of my aunt and her family, since she has cancer. WAIT!!!
I NEVER TOLD Y'ALL THAT!!!!!!!!!! :O Well, I was kind of avoiding it in case she read this.... but the cat is kind of out of the bag now.... Oops. :/ I hope she doesn't hate me for it!!!! Yeah, she has cancer. BUT! She will beat it, and she is already doing great! They got all the cancer stuff out with surgery and she starts chemo soon.
ENOUGH DOWN STUFF!!! Wait, that's all my life consists of. SUCKINESS. I swear all I am is a waste of space. Sometimes I wonder why I still fight my demons. But yet each day I feel like that but still somehow make it to bed without a relapse. But with the holidays coming.... I'm not so sure that it's going to last. But... I know how many people would hurt if I relapsed. My one friend would probably stop talking to me if I did. And he's kind of the only person I talk to on a regular basis, so.... I'm not about to f--k that up.
So yeah, my life pretty much sucks like always. :( But then again who honestly thought that would change?
Sigh.
-Katie
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