Sunday, August 18, 2013

For someone who i pray to God is reading this.

I just want you to know that what I did, I did because I cared.

I never hated you. Even at my darkest hour I never hated you because I thought everything was what you wanted. Even when I cyber-bullied you, I didn't hate you. I was angry because you were so back and forth and I NEVER thought you would do what I had done.

I know you will for sure hate me now. At least for a while. maybe forever, I don't know. that's up to you. But I just want what's best for you and for you to find peace and happiness like I have. I want your scars to heal, both emotionally and physically. All I want is for you to be happy again.

That's the only reason I did this. And yes it's gonna be ugly, there'll be drama and relapses, but it's all part of the journey sweetheart. I love you, and I love you enough to give you space to heal. If not being in the troop for a few months is what you need then Damnit I'll do that! But remember; I have always loved you, never have I and never will I EVER hate you.

And that's why we decided to call her.
-Katie

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