It's been a long time since I wrote to you.
And even longer since it's been out of fear and concern for you. But something came to me at church today. And it's freaking me out. I got the feeling you were in serious trouble. Like life threatening trouble. And I can't get to you. Do you know how hard that is for me?
To once have you at my finger tips, and now to not even be able to hit you up on twitter. I have NO POSSIBLE WAY to know you're safe and sound, or at least that you're still here on this earth. It scares me to death to know that if you die today I can't tell you goodbye one last time. To tell you I love you, or to try and fight for you. All I can do is this right here, a letter you may not even read.
I've made mistakes. I've said some stuff I shouldn't have. But whatever the hell could have you thinking of taking your life isn't worth it! You have to fight, even if it's for me. This is selfish, but I don't care! I just want you to stay, to live up to everything I know you can be. To join the air force. To get married and have kids. Or to be single. To be whatever you want. Please!
I've given you this number and I'll give it again: 1-800-273-8255. And if you don't feel safe calling that then talk to me. I don't have a working phone number, but I have a kik. I'm Cupcakerusher17. I've still got twitter, only a different username. I'm @thatcoolrusher. I'm here. I want to talk. I still love you and I always will my friend. I guess this is the only thing I have. You may not even be reading this. That kills me inside but I have to try. Just please.
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If you're not her, than I have a challenge for you; I want you to share this. I don't care who or where or how you share this but do it! My reasoning is that everyone knows someone who knows someone who knows someone, and that this could eventually end up in her hands.\You may not realize it's her if it does, but trust me, she will. I know this seems selfish, but just humor me and share. on twitter, tumblr, instagram, pintrest, any other social media, in person, in email, I don't care. But if this blog can get 50+ views in one day, then I think we can get this spread around. Can y'all at least try for me?
-Katie
And even longer since it's been out of fear and concern for you. But something came to me at church today. And it's freaking me out. I got the feeling you were in serious trouble. Like life threatening trouble. And I can't get to you. Do you know how hard that is for me?
To once have you at my finger tips, and now to not even be able to hit you up on twitter. I have NO POSSIBLE WAY to know you're safe and sound, or at least that you're still here on this earth. It scares me to death to know that if you die today I can't tell you goodbye one last time. To tell you I love you, or to try and fight for you. All I can do is this right here, a letter you may not even read.
I've made mistakes. I've said some stuff I shouldn't have. But whatever the hell could have you thinking of taking your life isn't worth it! You have to fight, even if it's for me. This is selfish, but I don't care! I just want you to stay, to live up to everything I know you can be. To join the air force. To get married and have kids. Or to be single. To be whatever you want. Please!
I've given you this number and I'll give it again: 1-800-273-8255. And if you don't feel safe calling that then talk to me. I don't have a working phone number, but I have a kik. I'm Cupcakerusher17. I've still got twitter, only a different username. I'm @thatcoolrusher. I'm here. I want to talk. I still love you and I always will my friend. I guess this is the only thing I have. You may not even be reading this. That kills me inside but I have to try. Just please.
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If you're not her, than I have a challenge for you; I want you to share this. I don't care who or where or how you share this but do it! My reasoning is that everyone knows someone who knows someone who knows someone, and that this could eventually end up in her hands.\You may not realize it's her if it does, but trust me, she will. I know this seems selfish, but just humor me and share. on twitter, tumblr, instagram, pintrest, any other social media, in person, in email, I don't care. But if this blog can get 50+ views in one day, then I think we can get this spread around. Can y'all at least try for me?
-Katie
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