Like seriously! :'D
Okay so obviously I had my presentation last night. BUT! That is not the only reason yesterday was so important (Though that is about 97% of it). Let me elaborate with.... A FLASHBACK!!! *Cue flashback noise*
Okay so first off, my brother has to go to the surgery center and have some deep cleaning. Not that big of a deal. Then we went STRAIGHT to therapy, where, not surprisingly, I had a bit of a breakdown about my ex. :/ I don't remember if I mentioned this or not before butI had to completely cut him off the other day, and the full effects of that break-up are finally getting to me.
ANYWAYS, After going through that I hit gold in when I began to hate myself; It was back when I was on birth control for period cramps and I had gained a ton of weight from the pills and because I was about to grow. Apparently you have to gain weight to grow, something grown-ups neglect to mention when horrifying us with the facts of puberty. -_______- So THAT was a very helpful nugget of information that I stumbled apon! :D
Then I came home and immediately set to work on remaking my posters for youth group (I'll post pictures later, I'm so proud of how they turned out! :D). Then my dad made dinner and I slowly began to freak out more and more.
Then, *GASP* the moment came. I did it. I said what I had to say. I changed the world. Or at least fifteen people. I got hugs, I got attack hugs, I got good jobs I got an applause. I said what needed to be said. I Gave a story and I gave facts and I gave resources. I CHANGED THE WAY SOME PEOPLE WERE THINKING.
I just felt- and still feel- so EMPOWERED. And it's a good feeling, to know I changed something. AND I got asked to leave my posters. So I have to make a new set for me and then I'll take them and leave them. :D
And now today half of my mouth is numb. it's all thanks to novacaine because I had to get three fillings done today. :P Apparently laughing gas also makes me feel like a two year old. O.o And now I am off to go pout because no one took me to Walmart! :P
bye guys!
-Katie
Okay so obviously I had my presentation last night. BUT! That is not the only reason yesterday was so important (Though that is about 97% of it). Let me elaborate with.... A FLASHBACK!!! *Cue flashback noise*
Okay so first off, my brother has to go to the surgery center and have some deep cleaning. Not that big of a deal. Then we went STRAIGHT to therapy, where, not surprisingly, I had a bit of a breakdown about my ex. :/ I don't remember if I mentioned this or not before butI had to completely cut him off the other day, and the full effects of that break-up are finally getting to me.
ANYWAYS, After going through that I hit gold in when I began to hate myself; It was back when I was on birth control for period cramps and I had gained a ton of weight from the pills and because I was about to grow. Apparently you have to gain weight to grow, something grown-ups neglect to mention when horrifying us with the facts of puberty. -_______- So THAT was a very helpful nugget of information that I stumbled apon! :D
Then I came home and immediately set to work on remaking my posters for youth group (I'll post pictures later, I'm so proud of how they turned out! :D). Then my dad made dinner and I slowly began to freak out more and more.
Then, *GASP* the moment came. I did it. I said what I had to say. I changed the world. Or at least fifteen people. I got hugs, I got attack hugs, I got good jobs I got an applause. I said what needed to be said. I Gave a story and I gave facts and I gave resources. I CHANGED THE WAY SOME PEOPLE WERE THINKING.
I just felt- and still feel- so EMPOWERED. And it's a good feeling, to know I changed something. AND I got asked to leave my posters. So I have to make a new set for me and then I'll take them and leave them. :D
And now today half of my mouth is numb. it's all thanks to novacaine because I had to get three fillings done today. :P Apparently laughing gas also makes me feel like a two year old. O.o And now I am off to go pout because no one took me to Walmart! :P
bye guys!
-Katie
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