Alright I haven't been on a rant in a while.
So I decided to fix that today. Because SOME PEOPLE in my life are not about being good to your body and accepting it the way it is, and taking care of it. And SOME PEOPLE in my life cannot seem to keep their damn mouth shut and mind their own damn business and let me be me and let my mom be my mom and let us accept our bodies the way they are!!!
So story time: I got my prom dress (Pictures to come tomorrow, promise!), but, since the dress was cut small (or I've gained weight/boobs, I'm not real sure), I went up a size so that the dress would actually zip. But I live with a stick figure, and stick figured people sometimes have this mentality about them. Especially when their minds start to go. And apparently it's BAD that I'm a fifteen and I need to toughen up.
BITCH NO. You need to shut your God Damn mouth and mind your own fucking business. You have no idea what your comments could do to someone who isn't as strong as I am. You don't know how that comment haunted me yesterday. You have no idea how much hell I have been through with my body image and my self-esteem. I have HATED every single inch of myself. I have been to hell and back. I still have days where I don't like how I look and I feel self conscious. And ya know what? IT'S OK.
But what is not okay is body shaming not only me but my mother. I AM NOT GOING TO TURN INTO HER BITCH. I am my own person, with my own body, and my own figure. I have fucking curves! WHO THE HELL CARES?!?! I sure don't. But apparently it bothers you. This isn't the first time you've called me fat. And you know what? I honestly do not care what you say anymore. You've hurt too many people that I love. You took my mother's voice from her. I don't know if I'll ever get to hear it again. So go fuck yourself. Because I am curvy, sassy, and fierce! And there is NOTHING you can do to change that.
Sincerely,
-Katie
So I decided to fix that today. Because SOME PEOPLE in my life are not about being good to your body and accepting it the way it is, and taking care of it. And SOME PEOPLE in my life cannot seem to keep their damn mouth shut and mind their own damn business and let me be me and let my mom be my mom and let us accept our bodies the way they are!!!
So story time: I got my prom dress (Pictures to come tomorrow, promise!), but, since the dress was cut small (or I've gained weight/boobs, I'm not real sure), I went up a size so that the dress would actually zip. But I live with a stick figure, and stick figured people sometimes have this mentality about them. Especially when their minds start to go. And apparently it's BAD that I'm a fifteen and I need to toughen up.
BITCH NO. You need to shut your God Damn mouth and mind your own fucking business. You have no idea what your comments could do to someone who isn't as strong as I am. You don't know how that comment haunted me yesterday. You have no idea how much hell I have been through with my body image and my self-esteem. I have HATED every single inch of myself. I have been to hell and back. I still have days where I don't like how I look and I feel self conscious. And ya know what? IT'S OK.
But what is not okay is body shaming not only me but my mother. I AM NOT GOING TO TURN INTO HER BITCH. I am my own person, with my own body, and my own figure. I have fucking curves! WHO THE HELL CARES?!?! I sure don't. But apparently it bothers you. This isn't the first time you've called me fat. And you know what? I honestly do not care what you say anymore. You've hurt too many people that I love. You took my mother's voice from her. I don't know if I'll ever get to hear it again. So go fuck yourself. Because I am curvy, sassy, and fierce! And there is NOTHING you can do to change that.
Sincerely,
-Katie
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