I wrote two other posts.
But then I decided it was too much information that I'm pretty sure shouldn't be out there. So I am gonna redo it and tell you all about how this week sucked! :D *Extreme sarcasm was just used*
SUCKY THING #1: Well let's start with Monday night! My mom was trying to let the dog out and she has pretty much ruined her knee. And she has been immobile and- I mean this in the most non-hurtful way- completely useless. She hurts too much to do anything and nothing helps her pain go away. -.-
SUCKY THING #2: Ugh. I don't even know how or where to begin with all of this. So the first thing I do every morning is check my email. And Tumblr sent me one that said my ex-best-friend now followed me. Why does that suck? Because... It's really complicated alright? But then it was taken back, and I was pretty much an indirect cyber bully and I hate myself for doing it. :'(
SUCKY THING #3: So Tuesday comes and I decide to reach out to her myself. That could not have backfired more. She basically said I was the cause of all her demons, a lot of which I think I brought to her attention. She told me I was the reason for her scars.... She's as broken as I was guys. And even if she hates me, I don't hate her. I cried for her. I'm so scared for her, and I hurt because she's hurting. Even if we don't talk, eight years of friendship does not go away. even if you hate each other, you still care about each other. And I always will.
REASON SUCKY NUMBER THREE WAS ALSO A GOOD THING: One, we know and we're gonna call her mom. Two, it showed how strong I have become. I never once thought of cutting, even though she broke my heart again. Oh, and THREE WHOLE MONTHS STRONG GUYS!!!! :D
SUCKY THING #4: Thursday. Just.... NINE AND A HALF HOURS WAITING IN THE ER FOR MY MOM. Five of them were spent just waiting to be seen by the doctor, then the rest were spent waiting for an x-ray that pretty much showed they couldn't help at all!!! AND I MISSED WHAT WAS PROBABLY THE MOST IMPORTANT EPISODE OF BIG TIME RUSH BECAUSE THE DAMN HOSPITAL DIDN'T GET NICK AND THE CHARGE NURSE WAS A BITCH ABOUT THE OTHER GIRL LOOKING FOR IT. And the moral of that story is.... ALWAYS HAVE INSURANCE SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO THE COMMUNITY HOSPITAL AND GO THROUGH WHAT I DID.
SUCKY THING #5: Nathan is out of school. Just.... fighting. endless fights about the stupidest fucking things!!!! And I get to put up with it AAAALL summer. Lucky me. -__-
SUCKY THING #6: On top of all the shit with Nathan yesterday, we had to get the whole house clean cuz my grandparents were coming home and I was freaking out.
SUCKY THING #7: I can handle the drama this morning. But what I can't handle is the fact that I needed the laptop all charged up and it only had 50%!!!!!! And that drained super quick too. D:
So this week sucked. :( BUT NEXT WEEK WON'T BECAUSE IT IS ALBUM RELEASE WEEK SO MY FANDOM IS GONNA GO WILD. I LOVE when my fandom goes wild. ;D I don't know where I'd be without them...
OH AND THANKS FOR GETTING THIS BLOG OVER 3,100 VIEWS WHILE I WAS GONE!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
And now to write. Peace!
-Katie
But then I decided it was too much information that I'm pretty sure shouldn't be out there. So I am gonna redo it and tell you all about how this week sucked! :D *Extreme sarcasm was just used*
SUCKY THING #1: Well let's start with Monday night! My mom was trying to let the dog out and she has pretty much ruined her knee. And she has been immobile and- I mean this in the most non-hurtful way- completely useless. She hurts too much to do anything and nothing helps her pain go away. -.-
SUCKY THING #2: Ugh. I don't even know how or where to begin with all of this. So the first thing I do every morning is check my email. And Tumblr sent me one that said my ex-best-friend now followed me. Why does that suck? Because... It's really complicated alright? But then it was taken back, and I was pretty much an indirect cyber bully and I hate myself for doing it. :'(
SUCKY THING #3: So Tuesday comes and I decide to reach out to her myself. That could not have backfired more. She basically said I was the cause of all her demons, a lot of which I think I brought to her attention. She told me I was the reason for her scars.... She's as broken as I was guys. And even if she hates me, I don't hate her. I cried for her. I'm so scared for her, and I hurt because she's hurting. Even if we don't talk, eight years of friendship does not go away. even if you hate each other, you still care about each other. And I always will.
REASON SUCKY NUMBER THREE WAS ALSO A GOOD THING: One, we know and we're gonna call her mom. Two, it showed how strong I have become. I never once thought of cutting, even though she broke my heart again. Oh, and THREE WHOLE MONTHS STRONG GUYS!!!! :D
SUCKY THING #4: Thursday. Just.... NINE AND A HALF HOURS WAITING IN THE ER FOR MY MOM. Five of them were spent just waiting to be seen by the doctor, then the rest were spent waiting for an x-ray that pretty much showed they couldn't help at all!!! AND I MISSED WHAT WAS PROBABLY THE MOST IMPORTANT EPISODE OF BIG TIME RUSH BECAUSE THE DAMN HOSPITAL DIDN'T GET NICK AND THE CHARGE NURSE WAS A BITCH ABOUT THE OTHER GIRL LOOKING FOR IT. And the moral of that story is.... ALWAYS HAVE INSURANCE SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO THE COMMUNITY HOSPITAL AND GO THROUGH WHAT I DID.
SUCKY THING #5: Nathan is out of school. Just.... fighting. endless fights about the stupidest fucking things!!!! And I get to put up with it AAAALL summer. Lucky me. -__-
SUCKY THING #6: On top of all the shit with Nathan yesterday, we had to get the whole house clean cuz my grandparents were coming home and I was freaking out.
SUCKY THING #7: I can handle the drama this morning. But what I can't handle is the fact that I needed the laptop all charged up and it only had 50%!!!!!! And that drained super quick too. D:
So this week sucked. :( BUT NEXT WEEK WON'T BECAUSE IT IS ALBUM RELEASE WEEK SO MY FANDOM IS GONNA GO WILD. I LOVE when my fandom goes wild. ;D I don't know where I'd be without them...
OH AND THANKS FOR GETTING THIS BLOG OVER 3,100 VIEWS WHILE I WAS GONE!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
And now to write. Peace!
-Katie
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