THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS!!! :P

jk jk.

Lol I feel the need to dive into saying THE GAME and playing games on here. BUT THAT IS FOR A DIFFERENT TIME.

Anyways, the last two days have been AWESOME!!!! :D:D:D First off, and possibly most importantly, THIS BLOG PASSED 4,000 VIEWS OMG JAKLDSGJLK;ASFGJK;LDSFG I JUST CAN'T OKAY????? :'D I remember when 8 views in one day was a reason to celebrate!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUUU :DDDD

But Idk how to celebrate with you guys! SO.... I thought I'd ask you guys what you want me to do! Leave a comment below telling me what you think we should do? A youtube video? Q&A post? Lemme know and I'll go from there! :D

SECOND: BABY JONAS IS A GIRL!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D JKALSD;GJK;LFGJK;DSLFGJK;LGSKJ ;L I JUST WITH THE FEELS OKAY??????????

And most importantly, I SURVIVED THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D Yes, we made it through this week, now THREE DAY WEEKEND WOOHOO!!!! :D Oh! I AM ALSO BACK ON TWITTER!!

My new @ name is @Thatcoolrusher so make sure you follow me for all the awesome stuff I do (Not really but I might say hi cuz I like talking to people on twitter lol)!

So now It's up to you to get this wonderful blog to 5,000 views all time and unlock a 5,000 VIEW SUPER MEGA PARTY!!!! :D GOOD LUCK MY LOVELY READERS.

The game.
-Katie

CARLOS FEEEEEEEELS

CARLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG I CAN'T BREATHE I CAN'T BREATHE CARLEXA OMG ID THIS REAL JKASLGJKLFDS;JKF;LDSJLS;GH

*Breathing into paper bag* Guys *Deep breath* Carlos *Deep breaths* tweeted *Breathing in bag* wifey to Alexa *PASSES OUT FROM INABILITY TO BREATHE JKLSDFGJKL;FDGSJKLDS;FJKLDFS;GJKDFS;LGJKLDFS;GJKL;FDSGKJ;

CARLOS STOP TEASING US WE WANNA KNOW IF THIS CARLEXA ENGAGEMENT IS REAL OR NOT COME ON PLEEEEEEEEASE?????? :))))))))

-Katie

ALSO!

I have deleted my twitter.

You can thank Carlexa engagement rumors and stupid drama and just plain stupid people for that. -_- I probably won't be back for a few days, 30 at most, okay? If you really need to get a hold of me, comment and I'll tell you my kik, okay?

-Katie

KATIE'S SUPER SUMMER PALOOZA!!! :P

Two posts in one week omg!! :P

Yes, I know, I haven't posted more than once a week since before summer started. Oh my god Summer. Summer. SUMMER. It's over! :O At least for me. School starts on Monday. WHERE DID THE LAST THREE MONTHS OF MY LIFE GO?!?!?!

Oh yeah, I spent them complaining and wishing I wasn't trapped at home. :P But it wasn't a COMPLETE Waste. Idk how to segway so BOOM! WE'RE SPENDING THE WEEKEND REMINISCING ABOUT MY SUMMER!!! Today I'll do June, tomorrow July, and then, well, I'll see about posting about how suckish August has been on Monday. So without further adieu,

KATIE'S SUMMER PALOOZA!!!!! (lol I suck at titles, just read)

JUNE.

So the first Monday of summer I woke up to the power being out. MY SUMMER WAS THEN CURSED. lol but seriously, That happened, and then the next day, drama. ex-friend drama. And on tumblr and twitter of all places. O.o I really didn't help by tweeting what I did, but honestly I was done. But then I got called out by said ex-friend, and I pretty much lost it. I'm not giving any details, but in the middle of that war, I think I reached a milestone; I didn't even think about cutting to solve it. Not once did I think it would help, or try to do it. So thank you, friend, for showing me how strong I truly was.

THEN CAME JUNE 11 JASKDLG;JK;LDGSHJK;LDGSHJK;LDGSHJK;LSDGJK;LDGSJK;L OKAY?!?!?!?!?! Yes, this is the part where I freak out about BTR. IT WOULDN'T BE MY BLOG WITHOUT BTR IN HERE SOMEWHERE NOW WOULD IT? :P So yeah they released their third album that day. Funny story actually.

So I had stayed up until midnight the night before then woke up at two in the morning and never went back to bed! :D So I just went downstairs and watched TV until 7:30 when my dad got home so he could take me to go get it. We drove all the way to Target (It was ten minutes instead of five lol) and we were like the only people in the store and I was totally fangirling. :P Wait I think I wrote a post about this before... but yeah. That was without a doubt one of the best parts of the summer. :)

So things went on for a while until, again, DRAMA. And Vacation Bible School lol. :P So vacation bible school, for those who don't know, is different for every church, but for mine, it's where the kids do different activities revolving around a bible story. And I was lucky enough to get put in the preschool wing, and the person in charge of my area was my mom's friend. So PRIOR to VBS starting, my anxiety had slowly been getting worse and my grandmother... bleh. So I'd slowly been slipping into what we will call, an anorexic mindset. And I was slowly slipping back into those ways. I wasn't eating and I just... Ugh. Tuesday and Wednesday were the worst. Tuesday I had literally only eaten a cookie and three grapes until dinner, when I was at a ball game with my cousins and then my grandmother, being the lovely person she is, ruined my night and I became convinced that if I ate then everything went wrong. So I just went through the motions; BTR, write BTR lyrics on my arms and hands, and starve. But then, Wednesday afternoon/night.... I was talking with someone who's very special to me. They convinced me to eat dinner. And then Thursday was BIG TIME THURSDAY (*Sobs in the corner because BTR*), and you know what those boys do. :) Things picked up after that kind of.

So VBS goes by and then JKLSDFGJKLD;SFKJ;DFSGHJKL;DGSHJKL;DGHJKL;DGHKJ;LH BTR CONCERT WITH VIP I GOT TO MEET THEM JAKSLDFGTJKL;DSJ;DGSHJKL; So yeah, that whole week I was just like mellow, on twitter a lot, gathering up letters from my friends and messages (THANK YOU TO ALL MY FORMER TWITTER FOLLOWERS FOR MAKING THAT AN AMAZING SUCCESS!!! :). And then. IT HAPPENED. It was that Saturday, I was gonna meet my idols and hug them and tell them how much they meant to me. That I KNOW has it's own six part blog. But yeah, I told them everything in a letter. And I'm pretty sure I gave them the URL to this blog so if they're reading this.... hi guys! :) Okay I'll shut up now lol.

FRIEND DRAMA POST: http://blessingind.blogspot.com/2013/06/i-really-hope-you-reading-this.html
24/SEVEN ADVENTURE POST:http://blessingind.blogspot.com/2013/06/llive-your-life-24seven-d.html
MAIN POST FOR SIX-PART BTR CONCERT POST: http://blessingind.blogspot.com/2013/06/i-met-big-time-rush-yesterday.html

And that about does it for June! Tune in tomorrow when we go over July! :P
-Katie

Yay for school! -___-

UGHHHHHHH!!!!!

Did summer go by super fast and just SEEM slow because of all the drama or what?! SCHOOL STARTS ON MONDAY!!!! At least for us Texans anyways. :P Although I think Private schools started this week. idk.

ANYWAYS. I love my brother to death, but school starting is actually a good thing for all of us. You know he's autistic, so he's been going crazy all summer, and even he likes school starting up again and having that structure back. Oh, how do I feel about school starting again?

I'M FREAKIN OUT MAN!!!!!! FREAKING. OUT!!!!!!! Okay so I am actually homeschooled. Everyone thinks, "oh she's homeschooled, she can get up whenever and do whatever-" NO BITCH MY WORKLOAD IS JUST AS HARD AS YOUR I AM AT SCHOOL BUT I ONLY HAVE ONE TEACHER; MY MOM. Homeschooling is essentially public school, but more interesting and individualized. BUUUT thanks to the past year of my life (And a certain JOB I have mentioned numerous times), I am behind a grade! -__- So I have to work twice as hard now and it's really freaking me out with my social calendar!!!

Okay so I get this seems insignificant to you, but to me, THIS IS HUGE. I have a TON of stuff I wanna do this year, and then on top of it all I have to do school too!!! Like for instance:

Monday: Ho hum, mostly school
Tuesday: Doctor's appointment; afternoon is gone
Wednesday: .....I don't remember what I have this day. Was it Girl Scouts? Hmm...
Thursday: ...........................................................

Then again this may NOT be an issue. Thanks internet for making me look like a stressed out loonie for three paragraphs! -.- OH! And I have decided that, since I have no life whatsoever, and with the avalanche of school work that is probably going to bury me soon, I'm just gonna post on here every Thursday, sound good?

IT HELPS TAKE THE STING AWAY FROM NO MORE BTR!!!! D: Speaking of which I am gonna go through my twitter this week and delete it. Too much drama/depressing stuff. Ugh. Oh and I HAVE FAILED MY BROTHER HE LIKES 1D GUYS WHYYYYYYYY???????

It's after 11:30 at night, ignore my ramblings. :P Goodnight!
-Katie

For someone who i pray to God is reading this.

I just want you to know that what I did, I did because I cared.

I never hated you. Even at my darkest hour I never hated you because I thought everything was what you wanted. Even when I cyber-bullied you, I didn't hate you. I was angry because you were so back and forth and I NEVER thought you would do what I had done.

I know you will for sure hate me now. At least for a while. maybe forever, I don't know. that's up to you. But I just want what's best for you and for you to find peace and happiness like I have. I want your scars to heal, both emotionally and physically. All I want is for you to be happy again.

That's the only reason I did this. And yes it's gonna be ugly, there'll be drama and relapses, but it's all part of the journey sweetheart. I love you, and I love you enough to give you space to heal. If not being in the troop for a few months is what you need then Damnit I'll do that! But remember; I have always loved you, never have I and never will I EVER hate you.

And that's why we decided to call her.
-Katie

THURSDAY: DAY OF THE FANGIRL

IT'S THE LAST NIGHT OF TOUR GUYS JKlsdj;gk;lsdfjgkl;sdjlk;LK;SJGHJKLDHJK;LDGH

HOW ARE YOU NOT SOBBING?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! And like, everyone was freaking out the other night cuz A: James cut himself onstage (AND STILL FINISHED THE SHOW OH MY GOD I JUST JHKLSF;GJ;KFDSG), B: It was the last show of the tour in the US, and C: We lost the TCA's. :(  BUT WE WERE ALL MORE WORRIED ABOUT JAMES!!!!! Like seriously he apologized on twitter for bleeding on people. :P THE GOOD GIRLS WOULDN'T CARE SWEETIE!!! xD And then Carlos tweeted something and everyone was freaking out and taking it all the wrong way, and then a bunch of Directioners were attacking him so he WAS on twitter break, but once they got to Mexico he started tweeting in Spanish. ;)

AND THAT WAS MY SUNDAY NIGHT LADIES AND GENTLEMEN. Oh! And for the record, TODAY IS THE DAY OF BIRTHDAYS. Like, a TON of my mom's friends' birthdays are today, as well as one of my friends, and Joe Jonas' birthday is today. And it's ALSO his parent's anniversary. Oh, and did I mention CARLOS FREAKIN PENA IS 24????????????????? JAKLFSGJKLF;DSGJKLS;JAK;LRUPIOT;LKSDFBVJKL;SGTJ;OARKLT OKAY?????????????

Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels. X_X And get ready! In five days the Lovatics in your life are gonna go crazy cuz it'll be Demi's birthday!!! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND ANNIVERSARY TO EVERYONE TODAY.  I must go now, my brother is singing the Giant Turd song wrong. xD

IT IS ADORABLE.
-Katie

THE MAGICAL NON-SUCKY THURSDAY BLOG! :D

So after going through all my songs on iTunes, I have come to one conclusion:

I have pretty cliché teenage girl tastes. :/ But then again, I think I have chosen and grown with the artists on my ipod. Anyways, the point is, I have, over the past 24 hours, realized how much inspirational music my cliché tastes has put on my phone. and considering the people who may (or may not) be reading this, I thought I'd share the songs I've found. Maybe someone (In particular) is reading this, and needs a song to just help them right now. I have a lot of different songs, so let's make this a series! and so....

KATIE'S LIST OF SONGS

 

THIS WEEK: THE HELPFUL EDITION

So this is all the songs I own that I listen to on my bad days, in alphabetical order. Some are slow, some are fast, some are both... Try some of them out the next time your life is kinda suckish. And yes, BTR will NATURALLY be in the list, but as they say; save the best for last. ;) NOW LET US BEGIN.


1. "Believe in me" - Don't Forget, by Demi Lovato

2. "Fix a Heart" - Unbroken, by Demi Lovato

3. "Skyscraper" - Unbroken, by Demi Lovato

4. "A Little Bit Longer" - A Little Bit Longer, by the Jonas Brothers

5. "Who Says" - When The Sun Goes Down, by Selena Gomez

6. "A Place In This World" - Taylor Swift, by Taylor Swift

7. "The Outside" - Taylor Swift

8. "Tied Together With a Smile" - Taylor Swift, by Taylor Swift

9. "Mean" - Speak Now, by Taylor Swift

AND NOW FOR THE BEST PART OF THIS LIST: THE BIG TIME RUSH SONGS!!! :D:D:D

10. "Cover Girl" - Elevate, by Big Time Rush

11. "Invisible" - Elevate, by Big Time Rush

12. "Crazy for U" 24/Seven, by Big Time Rush

13. "Na Na Na" - 24/Seven Deluxe Edition (iTunes only)

And the very best for last....

14. "You're Not Alone" - Elevate, by Big Time Rush


And there we go! All the songs I currently own that might help you feel better or at least less alone! :D Check in next week for the list of break-up/angry/annoyed list! :P

-Katie