Sooo.....
Yeah um, I didn't MEAN to ignore my blog all April.... but the break here is made up for on Youtube. :/ I've got that started up again. Feel free to check it out! :D I'm not gonna give you the link HERE though. I've.... got a different problem and I'm trying to protect myself from him.
Yes HE is back. -__________- IF YOU ARE READING THIS FUCK OFF DOUCHE BAG. If you EVER loved me, you would have stopped a long time ago. You know exactly what you are doing, but so do I. And if you don't stop I WILL press charges.
If you are not him, then know that I'm gonna be vague and I'm not gonna post a lot of links to me on other places. The less some people know, the better. I've posted too much in other blogs/videos/tweets to go back and delete them all, but just don't hate me for not shamelessly plugging myself okay?
That said, I'm.... I'm falling. Kind of. For someone. But I'm scared. I'm really really REALLY scared. After what happened last time, I'm scared to even open myself up to the idea of something. I'm scared of getting hurt again. And I'm scared of getting harassed if this ends badly. And it will end at some point. But I'm just scared. I'm trying to be open but it's hard, ESPECIALLY with everything recently. I've got the pattern down. Once every three weeks, usually in the afternoon or evening, and I'm usually super happy when they come in. And then I spend the next day curled up in my bed, scared, depressed, and just regretting everything. But that's no way to live life....
Oh and JAMES IS ON BOTTOM AT THE MOMENT!!!!!!!!!! D:D:D:D:D:D:D: WE'VE GOT TO VOTE OUR ASSES OFF ON MONDAY OKAY?????????????? Otherwise I'm gonna cry and then I'm gonna make a video about him getting sent home and I will cry there too. YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE ME CRY OKAY?????????????
So yeah. Posts here and uploads on youtube are gonna be few and far between for a while. Just for my safety. But I'll still be around and I'll TRY and post once a week, okay? :)
Love y'all and thanks for being so supportive! <3 p="">
Sincerely,
-Katie
Yeah um, I didn't MEAN to ignore my blog all April.... but the break here is made up for on Youtube. :/ I've got that started up again. Feel free to check it out! :D I'm not gonna give you the link HERE though. I've.... got a different problem and I'm trying to protect myself from him.
Yes HE is back. -__________- IF YOU ARE READING THIS FUCK OFF DOUCHE BAG. If you EVER loved me, you would have stopped a long time ago. You know exactly what you are doing, but so do I. And if you don't stop I WILL press charges.
If you are not him, then know that I'm gonna be vague and I'm not gonna post a lot of links to me on other places. The less some people know, the better. I've posted too much in other blogs/videos/tweets to go back and delete them all, but just don't hate me for not shamelessly plugging myself okay?
That said, I'm.... I'm falling. Kind of. For someone. But I'm scared. I'm really really REALLY scared. After what happened last time, I'm scared to even open myself up to the idea of something. I'm scared of getting hurt again. And I'm scared of getting harassed if this ends badly. And it will end at some point. But I'm just scared. I'm trying to be open but it's hard, ESPECIALLY with everything recently. I've got the pattern down. Once every three weeks, usually in the afternoon or evening, and I'm usually super happy when they come in. And then I spend the next day curled up in my bed, scared, depressed, and just regretting everything. But that's no way to live life....
Oh and JAMES IS ON BOTTOM AT THE MOMENT!!!!!!!!!! D:D:D:D:D:D:D: WE'VE GOT TO VOTE OUR ASSES OFF ON MONDAY OKAY?????????????? Otherwise I'm gonna cry and then I'm gonna make a video about him getting sent home and I will cry there too. YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE ME CRY OKAY?????????????
So yeah. Posts here and uploads on youtube are gonna be few and far between for a while. Just for my safety. But I'll still be around and I'll TRY and post once a week, okay? :)
Love y'all and thanks for being so supportive! <3 p="">
Sincerely,
-Katie
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