I dreamed about you last night.
I dreamed your mom finally caught you. You were in the bathroom throwing up when she did. I never got past that part, because then my dream launched in to my own mother catching me doing something.... Did she catch you today? Did she realize I was right? Are you going to get help? This isn't my business, but at the same time, I still worry about you. I still want the best for you. And I still love you. And I DO want to help you. I got through it too you know. I'm still in all the same places. My instagram name is still the same, this blog URL is the same... I'm here if you want. I always will be. But if you don't want to talk to me, that's okay too I guess. I've come to learn to live without you. I've never found anyone who could take your place. But at the same time I've still moved on.
I just want you to read this, and take hope in it. There are good days and bad days. There are still days when all I want to do is slice my arm off. There are still days when nothing could bring me down. Just have faith. Know things get better, okay Cass?
I love you.
Sincerely,
-Katie
I dreamed your mom finally caught you. You were in the bathroom throwing up when she did. I never got past that part, because then my dream launched in to my own mother catching me doing something.... Did she catch you today? Did she realize I was right? Are you going to get help? This isn't my business, but at the same time, I still worry about you. I still want the best for you. And I still love you. And I DO want to help you. I got through it too you know. I'm still in all the same places. My instagram name is still the same, this blog URL is the same... I'm here if you want. I always will be. But if you don't want to talk to me, that's okay too I guess. I've come to learn to live without you. I've never found anyone who could take your place. But at the same time I've still moved on.
I just want you to read this, and take hope in it. There are good days and bad days. There are still days when all I want to do is slice my arm off. There are still days when nothing could bring me down. Just have faith. Know things get better, okay Cass?
I love you.
Sincerely,
-Katie
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