And can I just say FANGIRLS RULE THE FREAKING WORLD?!!?!?!?!?!?!
We got James the encore!!!! :D:D:D:D:D And neither of my two picks won. :P James didn't win, and neither did Amy, but to be honest it was quite a toss-up between Amy and Meryl. :P And Maks with his cute little "Russian babies" comment! :P
AND THEN ARIANA OMG SHE WAS PERF OKAY???????? I just typed like a fourteen year old. .....NO REGRETS WHATSOEVER!!! :P So yeah it's over now! :( I kind of feel like I did when Big Time Rush (The TV show, duh) ended. Like there's a hole in my life. :P Eh, I'll probably fill it with Dr. Who again....
Speaking of Dr. Who, the person who got me watching it.... Well.... I need a miracle. I'm so lost, and maybe I'm overthinking things, or listening to my insecurities. But... something just doesn't feel right. And I hate that I've lost that clarity of mind I had a year ago. I mean remember it?
I finally had the guts to stop following people on twitter who were just feeding my negativity, I quit my job because it wasn't helping my recovery... And I fell stupidly, dangerously in love with someone. A certain someone. Who is finally listening. Whom I am going to pointlessly thank because if they're really listening they'll never see. And even THAT is another example of the clarity of mind I'm missing.
Ugh. Maybe that's the answer as to why I can't think clearly; I'm scared of what might happen if I fall again. In any case I'm being told to give up the computer so we will have to continue this inner monologue later.
SO TO RECAP LAST NIGHT:
1. JAMES DID NOT WIN.
2. AMY DID NOT WIN.
3. MERYL WON AND TO BE HONEST IT WAS A TOSS-UP AT THAT POINT.
4. MAKS IS ADORABLE WHEN HE GOES ALL SOFT. :P
THAT IS ALL!!!
Sincerely,
-Katie
We got James the encore!!!! :D:D:D:D:D And neither of my two picks won. :P James didn't win, and neither did Amy, but to be honest it was quite a toss-up between Amy and Meryl. :P And Maks with his cute little "Russian babies" comment! :P
AND THEN ARIANA OMG SHE WAS PERF OKAY???????? I just typed like a fourteen year old. .....NO REGRETS WHATSOEVER!!! :P So yeah it's over now! :( I kind of feel like I did when Big Time Rush (The TV show, duh) ended. Like there's a hole in my life. :P Eh, I'll probably fill it with Dr. Who again....
Speaking of Dr. Who, the person who got me watching it.... Well.... I need a miracle. I'm so lost, and maybe I'm overthinking things, or listening to my insecurities. But... something just doesn't feel right. And I hate that I've lost that clarity of mind I had a year ago. I mean remember it?
I finally had the guts to stop following people on twitter who were just feeding my negativity, I quit my job because it wasn't helping my recovery... And I fell stupidly, dangerously in love with someone. A certain someone. Who is finally listening. Whom I am going to pointlessly thank because if they're really listening they'll never see. And even THAT is another example of the clarity of mind I'm missing.
Ugh. Maybe that's the answer as to why I can't think clearly; I'm scared of what might happen if I fall again. In any case I'm being told to give up the computer so we will have to continue this inner monologue later.
SO TO RECAP LAST NIGHT:
1. JAMES DID NOT WIN.
2. AMY DID NOT WIN.
3. MERYL WON AND TO BE HONEST IT WAS A TOSS-UP AT THAT POINT.
4. MAKS IS ADORABLE WHEN HE GOES ALL SOFT. :P
THAT IS ALL!!!
Sincerely,
-Katie
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