All. Over.
And. It. Sucks. Why. Am. I. Talking. Like. This? Idk, it's just fun. :P I just needed something to do since I can't really go upstairs to get the outline I need for my story. Oh well, now I know what to bring downstairs tomorrow morning.
My whole upper body hurts like hells. laughing hurts, exerting force or pressure hurts. I just want to curl up in a ball. Or for it all to just magically go away. EVERYTHING. The axniety, the pain, the horror of it all in my head, and above all, THE GOD DAMN BRUISES. I want a hug. I want to let it all out. But I can't and even when I try it won't. My friends have helped me feel a little better. Especially my best friend. :) He's been so sweet and -STOP KATIE. YOU CAN'T DO THIS. NO MATTER YOUR MENTAL STATE.
I just hope I don't end up laughing tomorrow. that hurts the worst. :'( S I G H. This part of this song is so hot...
-Katie
And. It. Sucks. Why. Am. I. Talking. Like. This? Idk, it's just fun. :P I just needed something to do since I can't really go upstairs to get the outline I need for my story. Oh well, now I know what to bring downstairs tomorrow morning.
My whole upper body hurts like hells. laughing hurts, exerting force or pressure hurts. I just want to curl up in a ball. Or for it all to just magically go away. EVERYTHING. The axniety, the pain, the horror of it all in my head, and above all, THE GOD DAMN BRUISES. I want a hug. I want to let it all out. But I can't and even when I try it won't. My friends have helped me feel a little better. Especially my best friend. :) He's been so sweet and -STOP KATIE. YOU CAN'T DO THIS. NO MATTER YOUR MENTAL STATE.
I just hope I don't end up laughing tomorrow. that hurts the worst. :'( S I G H. This part of this song is so hot...
-Katie
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