I can't seem to make up my mind on a lot of things.
Like whether or not I should quit my job, whether or not to enroll in public school, whether or not to still hang out with my group of friends..... I'm second guessing everything I do.
I think I NEED to make some of the changes I'm trying to... but like, the innocent jokes are getting really old. And I don't know how to deal with it. AND I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF THEM. Maybe I need to write a very pointed poem and read it this week....
But the only thing I am CERTAIN about is that apparently sisterhood means nothing to my fucking Girl Scout troop, my leader or my former "best friend." My leader was a bitch about cookies that I NEEDED, so my mom had to pay out of pocket to a different troop to get the ones I NEEDED. So therefore, I am one hundred percent positive about becoming a solo girl scout until I earn my Gold award. I'm done with that mess.
And my brother is at the doctor AGAIN and probably going to the hospital AGAIN and possibly having part of his intestine removed.
And then on top of it all I had to DELETE my email because my damn account was compromised and put on some pervert's email list. -.- I really need to find something positive to focus on..... And I should probably delete the above paragraph....
But I'm too mad at Girl Scouts to care. >:D
-Katie
Like whether or not I should quit my job, whether or not to enroll in public school, whether or not to still hang out with my group of friends..... I'm second guessing everything I do.
I think I NEED to make some of the changes I'm trying to... but like, the innocent jokes are getting really old. And I don't know how to deal with it. AND I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF THEM. Maybe I need to write a very pointed poem and read it this week....
But the only thing I am CERTAIN about is that apparently sisterhood means nothing to my fucking Girl Scout troop, my leader or my former "best friend." My leader was a bitch about cookies that I NEEDED, so my mom had to pay out of pocket to a different troop to get the ones I NEEDED. So therefore, I am one hundred percent positive about becoming a solo girl scout until I earn my Gold award. I'm done with that mess.
And my brother is at the doctor AGAIN and probably going to the hospital AGAIN and possibly having part of his intestine removed.
And then on top of it all I had to DELETE my email because my damn account was compromised and put on some pervert's email list. -.- I really need to find something positive to focus on..... And I should probably delete the above paragraph....
But I'm too mad at Girl Scouts to care. >:D
-Katie
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