It was a long time ago.
I was young (14 to be exact), naive, and refused to see the truth no matter how miserable I was. It involved a certain ass and a certain bitch, a really sweet guy I'm pretty sure I hurt in the process of a love triangle, my former best friend... Actually, just a bunch of people who I'm forced to call my enemies now. We would all go to six flags one day, and I'd get so dehydrated, and the ass I mentioned would take me to a cooler corner, force water or soda into me, and we'd confess our feelings for each other. Then we'd enjoy the rest of the day together. I don't really remember more than that, but it's just something that just popped into my head.
I wonder if anyone would do that for me now? If someone would actually care enough about me to put me in the shade, cool me down, and make sure my sweaty icky body and mind were okay.. Because unbeknownst to the rest of the world, TEXAS SUMMERS ARE LIKE THE DEVIL'S PLAYGROUND WITH THE TEMPERATURE. I'm not kidding you the summer before last we almost broke a record for how many days went over 110 I think. It was freakin hell.
But more to the point, I like to daydream about people taking care of me. Actually caring about me. I have my mom sure, but she's kinda forced to I guess. I just want someone to do that for me. I guess one day someone might. Idk why I brought all this up, I just felt like sharing....
UPDATE ON COVER AND CUPCAKES: my brother turns 9 on Saturday. Therefore, THERE WILL BE CUPCAKES! :D As for the cover.... I'm out of practice. :/ Give me another week on that, okay?
AND THAT IS ALL! :D Enjoy the rest of your Sunday! I know I probably won't....
-Katie
PS: MY KENDORK IS SICK I AM SO SAD MY KENDALL IS SICK BAD UNIVERSE HE'S TO PRECIOUS TO BE SICK!!!
I was young (14 to be exact), naive, and refused to see the truth no matter how miserable I was. It involved a certain ass and a certain bitch, a really sweet guy I'm pretty sure I hurt in the process of a love triangle, my former best friend... Actually, just a bunch of people who I'm forced to call my enemies now. We would all go to six flags one day, and I'd get so dehydrated, and the ass I mentioned would take me to a cooler corner, force water or soda into me, and we'd confess our feelings for each other. Then we'd enjoy the rest of the day together. I don't really remember more than that, but it's just something that just popped into my head.
I wonder if anyone would do that for me now? If someone would actually care enough about me to put me in the shade, cool me down, and make sure my sweaty icky body and mind were okay.. Because unbeknownst to the rest of the world, TEXAS SUMMERS ARE LIKE THE DEVIL'S PLAYGROUND WITH THE TEMPERATURE. I'm not kidding you the summer before last we almost broke a record for how many days went over 110 I think. It was freakin hell.
But more to the point, I like to daydream about people taking care of me. Actually caring about me. I have my mom sure, but she's kinda forced to I guess. I just want someone to do that for me. I guess one day someone might. Idk why I brought all this up, I just felt like sharing....
UPDATE ON COVER AND CUPCAKES: my brother turns 9 on Saturday. Therefore, THERE WILL BE CUPCAKES! :D As for the cover.... I'm out of practice. :/ Give me another week on that, okay?
AND THAT IS ALL! :D Enjoy the rest of your Sunday! I know I probably won't....
-Katie
PS: MY KENDORK IS SICK I AM SO SAD MY KENDALL IS SICK BAD UNIVERSE HE'S TO PRECIOUS TO BE SICK!!!
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