Short but important BTR BLOG! :D

Two things!

1: THIS ---->

2: WATCH THE NEW EPISODE OF BIG TIME RUSH TONIGHT!!!!! :D

and for a good laugh, LET'S PUT THE AVENGERS TO BED!

With Coulson:

And with Nick Fury:

xDDDD THOR WITH THE HAMMER I CAN'T JUST AHAHAHAHAHAHA

-Katie

3,000 VIEWS GUUYS OMG

I MEAN THAT THANKS AND MUCH LOVE :D
-Katie

T SWIZZLE BLOG PART 1

Too lazy to type so just watch me ramble instead. :P http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTQSX1-9M0s

PART 2 TONIGHT I SWEAR GUYS! :)
-Katie

Preview of what you'll see later ;)

I do not know how to be social.

But I make an awesome cake! :P

-Katie

Super hunks- I mean Heros. ;P

Explanation ;) I'd like to thank Stan Lee for creating these two hunks. ;) AND NOW TO FREAK OUT CLEANING UP MISSION BIRTHDAY CAKE AND GETTING READY!!

-Katie

The pan for today! Weeeeee :D

SO.

This is gonna be short sweet and to the point: this may be the only text thing I post today, anything else will be in picture form! :D AND MISSION BIRTHDAY CAKE: COMPLETE. :D 

Soo.... See you guys later or tomorrow! :)

-Katie

Fangirling, cake, and MAGIC! :D

I have started the journey of making a birthday cake.

MA CRUMB COAT IS ONN!!! :P That's the first coat of icing that usually ends up with a bunch of crumbs in the icing and it's not very pretty. BUT THAT IS NOT THE ONLY LAYER OF ICING THIS CAKE WILL HAVE. :P I'll just post pictures on twitter as I go along, so make sure you follow mee! :P (Twitter: @Cupcakerusher17 :)

So..... um, well... OH YEAH WEEKLY FRIDAY FANGIRL SESSION ABOUT BTR!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D Okay so omg just.... Yeah, SPOILERS ALRIGHT!?!?!?!!

So yeah, the boys acquire a cricket set (I didn't hear how though!! :'( ) and you can imagine how that went. :P They try to smooth things over with snacks but they find themselves without any monies. :'(( So they demand some from Gustavo. No. Then Griffin gives them each FIVE GRAND (Side note OMG WHAT IS THIS ASDFGHJKL) and they must prove by 5 the next day that they are responsible with their monies. :P Yeah James ends up spending it all on a snake (Which is broken down into Snake: $1,000 Snake supplies: $1,000 loses the snake and spends $500 on a snake charming outfit and flute, and $2,500 for the animal control guy to tear apart the vent system to find it without any luck. The frustration though? Priceless xD YES I JUST PULLED A MASTER CARD ON Y'ALL!!! :P :).

Logan? Well.... He goes overboard with tipping. WAAAAAAY overboard. xD Kendall TRIED to buy stock, but went to the wrong site and THAT IS WHY HE BOUGHT A TRUCK OF ORANGES!!! And Carlos, surprisingly, ended up using his the wisest and hired a personal assistant, if only for a day. :P

AND NEW SONG 24/SEVEN I CAN'T EVEN DON'T LOOK AT ME I JUST ASDFGHJKLHJKSDLGF Yeah in English that just means it was so freaking amazing I can't even explain it. They fix it all though, like always. :)

AND NEXT WEEK WE FIGURE OUT WHY CARLOS POSTED THOSE PICTURES SO LONG AGO ON INSTAGRAM OF HIM DRESSED AS A FREAKING GIRL AND JAGAN ON YO GABBA-GABBA AND JUST ASDFGHKLKDYLKGKJL!!!! English: Next week is going to be extremely crazy. :P

Don't you love my translation skills?? XD Yeah, if there was a way to make a career out of that, I'd be a millionaire by now. :P NEXT TIME PLEASE WATCH IT FOR YOURSELF THOUGH!!!! Ratings keep going down and we only have nine episodes left and then it's the end of Big Time Rush as a TV show!!!!! D:D:D: I'm trying hard not to think about that, but... JUST HELP A GIRL OUT AND FIND OUT WHAT TIME IT'LL BE ON WHERE YOU ARE AND WATCH IT PLEASE!!!!

You won't regret it, I promise! :) And now to get BACK to work on the cake. That is if the icing is set enough to work on it.... I have a LOT to do today both on the cake and to make myself pretty, soo...

Bye guys! :)
-Katie

MEEEEEEOWWWWWWW!!!!!!! :P

Yeah I don't even know. :P

TODAY IS THURSDAY SO AS OF 7 PM TONIGHT THE BESTEST WEEKEND EVER WILL BE UNDERWAY DO YOU HEAR ME SCREAMING ASDHJKLGHLKJGDGFGJ

Okay now for the ENGLISH version. :P I am just sooooooooo excited! :D Sooo yeah, for reasons unexplainable due to certain readers, tomorrow night will be the best thing to ever happen to me. At least until the BTR concert. :P

Speaking of which I'M PROBABLY GONNA HAVE TO GO GET MY OLD JOB BACK AND WORK MORNINGS WEHHHHHHHH. :(((( Sigh. But at seventeen I am developing quite a bit of debt, which can be broken down into:

-Concert ticket (Maybe tickets)
-Tour merch (DER!)
-GIFTS FOR MY BOYS
-My new dress
-food and STARBUCKS
-random purchases that I feel are necessary

And yeah I'm running out of time and it's kinda my only option at the moment. -.- Oh well, at least working mornings means more hours and more money.... I'm just kind of scared after everything that happened last time.... :/

Sigh. Happy thoughts, happy thoughts.... ;) Oh yeah, expect a major blog late late Saturday night or Sunday morning, cuz TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERT ASDFGHGHKJJKLJJ. Yes, I am going to two concerts this year. I feel very humble to have that privilege, especially with VIP for Big Time Rush and then to just get to SEE Taylor, because those tickets were NOT cheap. But then again it's at the new cowboy's stadium, so.... Yeah. ._. lol, I love that emote! xD

IN OTHER NEWS: TONIGHT IS BIG TIME RUSH AND THE BOYS YO GABBA-GABBA SNAKE TIPPING ORANGES CRAZY JUST WHAT IS THIS I CAN'T EVEN ASDFGHJKLLHKL - In English: Watch Big Time Rush tonight at 7 or 8 depending on where you live please ratings keep going down and just PLEEEEEEEEEEASE!!!!!!!! Oh! And vote for them for the TCA's PLEASE. The boys deserve it!!!

And now this blog that actually makes sense is over! :D
-Katie

Winx Club Addiction. :P

I think I have a problem....

DON'T JUDGE ME OKAY??????? Oh dear lord I'm turning in to a twelve year old. :/ NEVERMIND!!!!!

Anyways, Tomorrow is Thursday! :D BIG TIME THURSDAY!!! And we finally learn why Kendall buys a truck full of oranges. xD I MEAN SERIOUSLY WHY??? Just asdfjkll :P

In other news my fandom is just falling apart and I'm kind of considering deactivating my twitter and just switching to Tumblr. :/ I hate how pathetic and drama filled twitter is anymore. It's just... ugh!

Sigh. At least tumblr is safe... for now.... Oh well.
-katie

Leaving a fanbase maybe?

Okay, this just needs to be said for once.

This is going to be a very long winded rant and just know I don't care who you are these are my opinions and views and if you don't agree then get the fuck off my blog and know that I AM exerting my authority and deleting any hate comments. That disclaimer said, let's begin.

I was just on tumblr, and on twitter lately, the fucking drama between Directioners and Rushers has just gone too far. Why? THIS! http://i-am-nguba.tumblr.com/post/51032550055/wtf-o-im-a-rusher-and-im-totally-opposed I DON'T CARE WHAT FANBASE YOU ARE IN THAT IS JUST FLAT OUT FUCKING WRONG AND DISGUSTING AND JUST EVERY VILE THING COMES TO MIND READING THAT!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER have I been so ashamed to be a Rusher! And ya know what? If the guys saw that they'd be heartbroken SO JUST FUCKING STOP! NO ONE deserves an eating disorder, or to be told they're fat. LOOK AT DEMI LOVATO. And take it from someone who HAS thought they were too fat and TRIED to stop eating and thought they were the most ugly fucking waste of space. NO ONE EVER DESERVES TO FEEL THAT WAY.

And the next thing? LARRY. WHO THE FUCK CARES?!?!?!?!?! It's just a GOD DAMN SHIP AND IT WOULD BE LIKE TAKING KOGAN FROM US SO AGAIN VILE NASTY THINGS ENTER MY MIND!!!!!!!! personally have my own sexual differences!!! Does that mean if I get famous that I shouldn't like them?! AND THAT JUST CROSSES A LINE YOU DO NOT EVER CROSS. You just tread into LGBT waters and that is a whole nother fucking rant for a whole nother fucking day.

AND I'M NOT EVEN TOUCHING THE TERRORIST THING OR I WILL BE KICKED OFF!!!! NO ONES idols or fans deserve to be hurt like that!!!!!!!!!!!

I personally don't like 1 Direction. I have nothing against their music, and I think maybe their not that bad as people. My ISSUE with them is that even JUSTIN BIEBER, Who I'm not real cozy with, controls his fanbase!!!!! THEY DO NOT. And you can say that you can't "control" a fan base but compare how directioners act when their idols win or lose compared to Rushers, Lovatics, even BELIEBERS are better than them!!!!!!!

And I am so ASHAMED of my fanbase at the moment!!! DO YOU GUYS NOT SEE THAT BY DEFENDING OUR BOYS TO THIS POINT YOU ARE ONLY HURTING THEM!?!?!?!?!?! And the same with the spamming and the in-fighting! WE ARE TURNING INTO THEM AND THEY ARE WINNING!!! Just grow the fuck up, enjoy the music, the feels, AND FORGET THE GOD DAMN DRAMA ALREADY!!!!

I'm not saying that it's easy or that cyber-bullying isn't part of this, but I have a motto when I find hate in my mentions; Sass photo, sass tweet, and block. that's it! Then they disappear, and you never have to deal with them again! And why not report them for spamming too because cyber bullying is actually virtual harassment and punishable by law!!

I personally am about at the point where twitter isn't even fun anymore, and all I see is peace keepers trying to stop pathetic drama!!!!!!! Ugh! So I am seriously considering just switching to Tumblr and leaving drama bitches to be drama bitches and kind of abandoning my fanbase. I CANNOT FUCKING HANDLE CONSTANT PATHETIC DRAMA. I care way too much! I had to unfollow two people last year because I got too emotionally invested. Drama is stupid, pathetic, and doesn't help anyone or anything. Just enjoy the god damn music and feels or fuck off! I'm DONE with this pathetic fanbase shit.

I JOINED because I wanted to meet others like me, not get sucked into a vortex of negativity! I liked us better when the guys were just starting out and no one hated anyone. Can we all just TRY and go back to that?! I'll always be a Rusher, nothing will EVER change that. I will always support the boys, in everything they do both together and separate and nothing will EVER change that. I will always love my boys, and be there for them like they were for me. but they're not too proud of us right now, I can bet you money their not. seeing their mentions as war zones, just no.

So yeah, I said all that. And I don't give a flying fuck what you say or think because these are my thoughts and feelings and nothing will change that. so bye.

-Katie

Cake.

I am FREAKING OUT GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I have to have a cake ready by Saturday for my brother's party, and I don't have anything more than cake toppers and a design!!!!!!!!!! D: ASDHJGK.,FDKJL,YBLSDFKGHKLTY I'M FREAKING OUT OKAY?????

In other news, I HAVE A DRESS FOR FRIDAY!!!! :D Although I think.... nevermind. :P

NOT GIVING ANY SPOILERS YET! alright this isn't gonna make any sense so we shall try again tomorrow.

Bye Guys! :)
-Katie

Apparently I'm loud. :P

I WOULDN'T HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHY PEOPLE- Okay I can't keep that up. XD

But yeah, I've been up since 1:30 AM and I may be just a weeeee bit crazy. :P OH BACON BRB!!!

10 MINUTES LATER:

I HAVE BACON!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD I am not helping my argument for being loud. OH KENDALL!!! xD Okay I clearly have sleep deprivation induced fangirl urges and what the HECK did I just type?! :P

I will post something that makes more sense later. bye guys!

HAPPY TUESDAY!!
-Katie

Lack of inspiration. :(

I need to put something up here before this thing falls to pieces.

BUT I CAN'T POST WHAT YOU WOULD EAT UP BECAUSE PEOPLE!!!!!!!! :(((((

Sigh. But it's just important I keep it this way for now. Maybe one day... Just know... as of tomorrow, my life has been amazingly perfect for one whole month. And it's the best. <3 br="">
ANYWAYS, I'm going shopping tonight!!! :D WHY am I going shopping? Well, let's just say Friday is a very big day. Even bigger than Thursdays are, and THAT says something, because that means it is bigger than Big Time Rush! :O Yeah, you're curious, I know you are. ;P But thanks to certain people who I know read this, I'M NOT TELLING YOU ANYTHING! ;) Although I think enough hints are here to figure it out.... :P

AND THAT IS ALL!!! :D Tune in tomorrow for.... A MAGICAL DANCE OF SPARKLES AND RAINBOWS!!!! :D

lol, bye guys! :)
-Katie

NOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPENING!!!!!!!!

Big Time Rush is supposed to run through the summer and be awesome and I'm supposed to have them to console me when my best friend leaves!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT THERE ARE ONLY TEN EPISODES LEFT BEFORE IT ENDS FOREVER?!?!?!?!?!?!?! D':

Today sucked already but now I just want that person to hold me while I cry and stuff my face with ice cream and watch a movie. I feel like I did when I finally got it that he didn't want me, that it would never happen. I feel....... I feel numb.

And I hate that feeling, because it means at some point in the near or far future it will all pour out of me and everything will fall apart again. And it's not just the TV show. It's everything around me too. About the only thing I have that's stable is You. You're my rock in this mess. My light house in this dark ocean. my hope in this crazy mess I call my life.

And I mean after the TV show ends, and the album comes out and the tour is over, what then? It's like when the Jonas Brothers kind of "took a break" last time. They got back together, but look how long it took them. I just don't know what to do with myself now.

And everything is falling apart in the real world again too. -.- I have to go....
-Katie

Kendall's Pants and a magical song! :D

This blog is going to have two parts.

Why? One, WE MUST HAVE OUR MANDATORY FRIDAY FANGIRLING SESSION, and two, I did something (Possibly) awesome last night. ;D
SO. Big Time Lies. YOU MEAN ASDFGHJKL;;'DSDSFJGK,HCLXZBVG FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELS!!!!!!!! xD Okay in English, that means it was AWESOOOMMEE!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D AND I CALLED IT!!! Kendall can't lie. and when he does his pants will literally catch fire. xD

FLASHBACK WITH SPOILERS! :D okay so I missed the first seven minutes (DAMN MY URGE TO COOK!!!!) So I walk in on Kendall throwing the boom box in to the pool and going to get his Mp3. :P So naturally, he gets in the ELEVATOR. And if you watched at ALL last season (Or heard that line in Lucy's song lol), you can guess that BAAAAAAAAAAAD things happened in an elevator. xD So yeah she tries to kiss Kendall, he runs, his mom and his sister start appearing on his shoulder, and when he gets back downstairs.... KENDALL IS A LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE LITERALLY OKAY???? XD XD XD XD And then NATURALLY it's laundry day so Kendall only has two pairs of pants clean, so he ends up wearing his mom's pants. xD He looks good in floral print. xDxD And in between Logan is pretending to be sick and then James and Carlos are being James and Carlos so.... YEAH THAT CONCLUDES FANGIRLING WITH KATIE!!!!

AND NOW FOR PART TWO OF THIS AMAZING EPIC FANTABULOUS BLOG! So remember how like a month ago I promised I'd get a cover up on youtube? ;) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bnBv6Zlw4A AND I KNOW HOW BAD IT IS BUT I ONLY HAD MY IPAD FOR THE WEEKEND AND IT JUST FELT RIGHT SO DON'T JUDGE OKAY???? :)

Yeah, it just kind of explains itself AND I HAVE KEPT MY 2,000 VIEWS PROMISES!!!! :D So what should I do when we hit 3,000 views huh? Lemme know in the comments below! :D

AND I AM OFF TO SHARE MY AWESOMENESS WITH THE WORLD (Or at the very least twitter :P) SO SEE Y'ALL TOMORROWWW!!! Or sooner, depending on the happenings of today. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

-Katie

And now it's time for Katie to babble! xD

And now it's time for fangirling with Katie.

The part of the show when Katie comes out, and fangirls! xD Okay okay okay I know. That reference is lost on most of you, I know. :P But yeah, IT IS ONCE AGAIN THURSDAY GUYS WHICH MEANS BTR TONIGHT AND JUST ASDFGHJKL;;' ALRIGHT???????? xD

Something I learned from the commercials though; Kendall is NOT a good liar. You can just tell he's lying by the way he says, "nope!" :P lol, only I would notice something like that I swear. :3 BUT THE WAY HE SQUEAKS WHEN HIS PANTS ARE ON FIRE JUST OMG AND WHO GOT THAT REFERENCE HUH???????

Remember what we used to sing when someone lied when we were kids? "Liar liar >PANTS ON FIRE<<<<<<< xD I have been in a weird mood lately and I'm still very sleepy.....

TIME FOR MORE COFFEE DRINK I MADE!!! 8D8D8D It's not helping though... WATCH BTR TONIGHT ACCORDING TO YOUR LOCAL TIMEZONE OKAY????

Kthanxbai! :D
-Katie

I just need to vent alright?

I don't care if you read this or not, but I just can't take this anymore. So now, RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT TAKE THE JUDGEMENT FROM HER ANYMORE!!!!!!! "Katie go get your old job back." "No it's not too bad." "It's always gonna be too much just grow up." "Katie has enough control we don't need to lock the blades up." "Gavin doesn't have to take the TV apart." DO YOU SEE WHAT I DEAL WITH FROM THAT OLD BITCH!!?!?!?!?!?!

I'm sorry but I can't stand my grandmother! She lives a fantasy world, where everything is perfect and Katie has control over herself, and this and that AND I CAN'T TAKE IT OKAY??????? I don't even think she knows about this blog, the accomplishments I've had with it. But no, all I do is spend my day on the computer, even though I haven't hardly been on at all this week, I've had to pretty much- Oh wait I can't say that. :/ BUT I CAN'T BE WITH SOMEONE REALLY IMPORTANT BECAUSE OF THE DAMN JUDGEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!

And it's just about to make me crazy!!!!! I can't handle it!!! I want it. I want a release. I don't want a blade or a knife but maybe just some time with someone special, someone who will listen, make me feel good. But I don't get that privilege. No, now we only get each other on Sunday nights. Sigh.

I just wish things would change. That she would understand, listen. I wish she would see how good the choices I'm making are for me. That quitting my job and taking the escape from that stressor was a GOOD THING. That I'm actually building a future for myself on here. But that's just it; she never will.

Her mind is going. She'll never see how much she's hurting the people she claims to love. I swear my mom is my only ally at home. She gets it. And now I am going to get pulled off again. Sigh.

-Katie

RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Of course it would happen this way.

It's only fair. I just barely begin to feel happy, I barely begin to feel better, to not be sick, AND THEN I WAKE UP TO GOD DAMN TEXT SAYING I HAVE GIRL SCOUTS TODAY AND I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE AN EXCERPT FROM MY STORY I NEVER FUCKING WROTE AND SWEETS TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I'm over here like "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME NO NO NO AND IF IT WASN'T CLEAR NOO!!!!!!!!!!!" But do I get a choice? NO. Because I promised my mom I would finish the year off, even if I was just pretending to be happy. So once again I have to go sit with a bunch of people who know absolutely nothing, save two, who probably never even thought I would ever be the kind to cut or starve myself, and pretend I feel good both physically and mentally. -____- Will someone please just make it end so I don't have to deal with those sheltered ignorant bitches?

I'll never tell them. They'd all react the same. They'd all run. Mostly because they couldn't take it, couldn't handle the fact that I was so low at one point, that I get that low every time I see them, how much I pretend. But it's the last time, then I never have to deal with this kind of shit again. Maybe notes are the way to deal with it? I almost always end up taking them when I'm with a group of people and I can't seem to make myself talk. Yeah, maybe that'd help.

All I wanna do is just curl up in a ball and sleep today. But I don't get that luxury. Not today. I will make it through this- SHIT I GOTTA GO SORRY!!!!

BLEEH! :P

Sooo I'm sick! :P

I hate this. But oh well. It means lazy day! :D I am currently watching the climax of Iron Man 2. Rody's armor has gone rogue, and BLACK WIDOW IS KICKING SOME ASS LIKE THE AWESOME BAD-ASS SHE IS!!! :D

Lol, I'll stop with the spoilers. :P Just thought I'd give you a heads up as to why I'm not posting as much. Well that and I'm kind of trying to buy my time for some slightly more.... important in the long run things. Don't worry, I'll still be here posting as often as I can- OMFG NO NO NO NO DON'T KILL RODY AND TONY BAD RUSSIAN DUDE- oh good he's dead- OH SHIT THAT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! xD

Okay bai! :P
-Katie

Uncreative post :P

I really got nothing for you guys today, soooo

OH WAIT BIG TIME SCANDAL LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D RECAP!!!

Okay so as always, SPOILERS!!!! xD So we open ON SEEMINGLY NAKED BTR *O* But they were just in jogging shorts cuz, unfortunately, DAMN NICKELODEON WON'T LET US- Okay I'm not finishing that sentence. xD But yeah, then Gustavo was yelling about how they have to avoid bad press so that they stay on the top. But then remember miss Lucy? Yeah, she "Swifted" Kendall. xD

OH OH OHH OHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! xD K so they go crazy trying to fix it. AND THERE WERE MUSTACHES. And there was also Cher Loyd. AND NEW SONG FROM 24/SEVEN I JUST ASDFGHJJL;LKLJKL OKAY?????????? xD

So let's recap; Mustaches. New song. KENDALL. And that about sums it up! :D NO IT DOESN'T BUT GO WATCH FOR YOURSELF ALRIGHT???????????

Kthanxbai!!!! XD
-Katie

Sad Carlos = Sad Katie

Guys, Carlos is going through the grieving stage of his TV show ending.

I JUST WANNA BE THERE TO LIKE HUG HIM AND TELL HIM IT'S GONNA BE OKAY AND STUFF HE IS HAVING A HARD TIME COPING I FEEL SO BAD I'M NOT THERE BUT RANEL WOULDN'T LET ME HUG HIM ANYWAYS OMG

Okay sorry. :P But yeah, go watch his keeks, he is so sad right now and I feel bad and I just wanna hug him!!! I'm the kind who just loves to hug. :) I'LL HUG HIM JUNE 29 THOUGH!!!! :D Maybe, if I can re-earn the money I spent.... I NEED A JOB MAN!!!! I wonder if I could be the perfume lady at the mall...

Worth a shot. xD I LOVE YOU LOS I'M SENDING YOU AIR HUGS FROM TEXAS!!!!
-Katie

CEBUUUUUUU!!!! xD

Okay, we are going back to my childhood again for a little bit. :P

Okay, if you are Christian, you probably watched Veggietales at least once as a kid. And if you didn't, YOU WERE DENIED AS A CHILD!!!!! xD Okay so yeah, judge me. But my brother and I watched one yesterday. It was called, "A Snoodle's Tale."

It is about loving yourself. A shallow message, but it was about seeing yourself as God sees you. And quite honestly, this awkward 17 year old, WHO IS 17 AND NOT 6, learned something from this. O.o Is that good or bad?

Well I'm sleepy and people are gonna yell if I don't get off so bai guise! :D

WATCH BIG TIME RUSH TONIGHT GOT THAT?????
-Katie

Just watch.

This is amazing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a4Fv98jttYA

Don't Forget. :)

And by that I mean Demi Lovato's first album.

Didn't she just drop her newest album? LET'S GOOGLE IT! :D *Goes to Google* Well, I just learned two things! :D First, Demi's new album is released may 14, and it is also Saul Bass' 93 birthday! xD

The things we learn from Google, am I right? :P But let us all go back Demi Lovato for a moment, shall we? :) Listen to her first album, "Don't Forget," Then go listen to her latest album, "Unbroken." Listen to the difference. The first one she was depressed, had an eating disorder. She even said, "Anything I write would be too dark for a Disney album." And now she's happy, she's healthy. She willingly fights her battle, and intends to win. :) Just.... amazing.

OH CRAP I DON'T HAVE MY BRACELETS ON OH CRAP I GOTTA GO BYE GUYS!!!
-Katie

Comment time! :D

Alright, I've updated a few things.

HOPEFULLY this will make commenting easier for you guys! :D Well, why not test it out? :P OH! And I have a challenge for when you do! I'm considering changing the name of this blog. It's been "Blessing In Disguise," for over a year. Do you think I should? If so, what do you think I should change it to? Lemme know in those comments! And let me know if the changes helped. :/

That's about all I have for you today.... I promise something more interesting later today! :D

lol, bye guys. :)
-Katie

JAMEZ FEELZ

Before we go any further watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsGRLZiR61A

WAT I AM GETTING JAMES FEELS WAT IS THIS I DON'T EVEN JAMES HOW IS ONE SO PERFECT AND FLAWLESS AND SEXY AND JUST ASDFGHJKL Okay, yeah, just watch and see what talent is.

Well, he said to get the word out about this video, and what better way to do so then put it in a blog that any number can see on a given day? :D And yes, James will be tweeted this post. ;) So JAMES! If you are by some miracle reading this, hi. Thank you. Shout me out? :P Lol, just the fact you're even reading this makes my life complete. just lemme know you did! :)

What else do we have to talk about that James might like? Hmm..... Well, I really don't know what to say I just want to share how crazy my friends are. xD I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE FIVE IN THE MORNING OKAY???

So if you do not care about my weird friends, or your name is James Maslow, click here! :D http://blessingind.blogspot.com/2013/04/childhood-memories-time-d.html

So yeah, like always, Saturday means library with friends, and today, we were in the story room. Which therefore means the little kid inside all of us came out. Yes, we ran around, looked at the planets on the wall. We made a homeschool circle with chairs! xD Because apparently when homeschoolers are asked to make a circle, we make very poor ones, that often end up as ovals or squares or some other random shape. DON'T JUDGE IT'S FUNNY OKAY???

Oh dear God. xD James I love you if you're still reading this. But yeah. We also had a very unserious, "writers anonymous," since we were all in a circle. xD I have weird friends, okay? So in exchange for this weird post, let us celebrate Star wars day with a random song, shall we? xD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TTOa5zmmqw

Last Niiiight! *Poor imitation of Katy Perry song :P*

Okay so.

If you did check my twitter at all last night.... I am very very VERY sorry about all of that. Yesterday was just really bad. And I am sorry if I scared any of you off or triggered any of you. But if it is any consolation, I DIDN'T relapse. I came close, but I didn't. And I'm GLAD I didn't. but enough about that, this is probably not helping my views.

BUT! Like always, Big Time Rush makes everything better, even if it is only for thirty minutes. SOOOO.... TIME FOR FANGIRLING!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D So yeah, LAST NIGHT WAS SO FREAKIN AWESOME OKAY!!>!>!>!>! Lol, don't you love typos? :P

So yeah, SPOILER ALERTS! Okay so we open to them in the studio (Would they be anywhere else? :P :) having a spitball fight/war as all awesome teenage boys in a boyband do!!! xD Only me... But yeah, and then they find out about the "British invasion" of boybands. -.- So freakin accurate. And so we go on to watch them have a silly little fight over getting/having a new manager. THERE WERE SPITBALLS INVOLVED. XD Only my dorks... :P So yeah, like always they make up, and then we got the music video! :) Of course, as most of us probably predicted, it was "Like Nobody's around." :P I like it, I'm really beginning to listen to it.

It's fun to be an idiot and be myself and dance around stupidly and without any natural ability and not care who's watching me! :D I guess I AM learning how to be a little less shy. I like that even if it is only when I'm at home, or alone. AND I DID NOT EXPECT NEXT WEEK'S EPISODE TO AIR SO SOON OMG JUST ASDFGHJKLJKLFDGHJDGKL OKAY????????? :D:D:D

Lol, sorry, I just had to. :P SO NOW WE IS ALL FRIENDS AGAIN RIGHT??? XD Okay, I'm done now. :P
-Katie

Big. Time. Freakin. Rush. :D

I am just warning you I am going to abuse the Capslock in this post.

OMG GUYS ITS OUR FIRST BIG TIME THURSDAY TONIGHT OMG CARLOS ALREADY KEEKED BOYS WILL PROBABLY BE ONLINE BEFORE DURING OR AFTER FEELS GOING INTO OVERDRIVE ASDSFGHJKJLKKKJLGJ;LCV.XBN,M

Okay, now for the non-fangirl translation. xD BIG TIME RUSH SEASON FOUR PREMIERES TONIGHT!!!!! It depends on your timezone as to what exact time, but for us here in Dallas, 7:30 PM TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!! :D I am going to have my phone ready because I WILL be live-tweeting the whole thing, just saying. Now you're probably saying, "Well if you do that you can't watch it." WRONG RANDOM PERSON BEGONE FROM HERE! xD Okay when you are a fangirl you become a VERY good multi-tasker when it comes to your source of fangirling. Therefore, LIVE TWEETING. And if you want to follow along, I'm @Cupcakerusher17 And here is the link to my profile: https://twitter.com/Cupcakerusher17 :D

COME JOIN US WE DON'T BITE UNLESS YOU ARE A STUCK-UP DIRECTIONER!!!! :P As long as you show me and my idols respect I promise I will give you the same level of respect. BECAUSE FANDOM FIGHTS ARE STUPID! Even the boys said so! :D LET'S ALL JUST GATHER ROUND THE CAMPFIRE, AND SING OUR CAMPFIRE SONG! XD Sorry, just had to. :P

IN OTHER NEWS: ...... DAM I FORGOT AGAIN!!!! OH RIGHT! Gonna get a video up as soon as I find/get the ipad in the house. :P Not a cover yet, but trust me, it'll be an awesome video. ;)

HI KINDLE!!!!! xD
-Katie

Better(ish) Blog! :D

I'm still REEEEEEEALLY sleepy....

But OH WELL! :D I usually write better when I'm sleepy anyways, cuz I get HYPER!!!! :D:D:D:D

OH AND GUESS WHAT TOMORROW IS BET YOU CAN'T GUESS CAN YOU GUESS I'LL TELL YOU IT IS OUR FIRST BIG TIME THURSDAY DO YOU REALIZE HOW EXCITED I AM I DON'T THINK YOU DO DOES YOU SEE ALL THE CAPS???? :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Okay sorry lol I just had to. :P

My dad is reading a book about Antarctica to my brother which puts me in the mind of a Veggie Tales video I had as a child O.o xD Sorry, I told you I go a little crazy when I'm sleepy :D:D:D Soooooooo....................

I MADE CUPCAKES!!!!! :D They have cookie dough inside too!!!! But it sank to the bottom like always. :c But it's okay, they're still suuuuuuper good! :D What else? Hmmm..... I GOT NOTHING! xD WAIT! I'm forgetting something! I know I am! Think Katie think..... Well, when I remember it I'll post about it later. :)

PEACE OUT YO! :P
-Katie