I want to utter so many profanities that your ears would bleed.
But I have more respect for you and myself than to do that. I f---ing hate my life. I hate digestive tract problems!!!!! I mean how f---ing hard is it?!?! You eat, you swallow, and then later you poop! How the f--- does the system get so f---ed up?
Wow, that was a lot of censored words. Who the f--- cares? My grandmother is going to the emergency room and it's all my brother's fault. She even said so. I want to cut myself SO FUCKING BAD right now. I'm trying to be strong, but....... just screw it all. FUCK MY LIFE.
I'm sorry to be so profane. I just..... I'm scared. And I hurt. This isn't the first time that this has happened. And the last time it happened it was on my birthday. And my grandmother lost a good portion of her colon. what if that happens again? What if..... What if she never comes home? I fucking hate my life. I fucking hate everything. And to be honest I don't see the point in staying strong any more. Everything is just too much right now and I just.... I have to cut. I'm sorry, but I do. I can't go one day without something happening, and I'm just fed up with it all.
screw my life.
-Katie
But I have more respect for you and myself than to do that. I f---ing hate my life. I hate digestive tract problems!!!!! I mean how f---ing hard is it?!?! You eat, you swallow, and then later you poop! How the f--- does the system get so f---ed up?
Wow, that was a lot of censored words. Who the f--- cares? My grandmother is going to the emergency room and it's all my brother's fault. She even said so. I want to cut myself SO FUCKING BAD right now. I'm trying to be strong, but....... just screw it all. FUCK MY LIFE.
I'm sorry to be so profane. I just..... I'm scared. And I hurt. This isn't the first time that this has happened. And the last time it happened it was on my birthday. And my grandmother lost a good portion of her colon. what if that happens again? What if..... What if she never comes home? I fucking hate my life. I fucking hate everything. And to be honest I don't see the point in staying strong any more. Everything is just too much right now and I just.... I have to cut. I'm sorry, but I do. I can't go one day without something happening, and I'm just fed up with it all.
screw my life.
-Katie
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