But.....
So much has happened. I'm not going to go into details, but..... Just never be ashamed to ask for help. Wether you talk to your parents or call a hotline, if you need help get it.
I wanted to kill myself today. So I called a hotline. It helped. It made me slow down and think before I did something I regretted. Well..... Something worse than carving FML into my arm anyways. Point is I'm low right now. I'm all alone and it doesn't look too good from where im at. But I'll come back. I've done it before and I can do it again.
IN OTHER NEWS: I think this dude at work might like me. xD seriously tho. He asked this other cashier to ask me if I was okay. She ratted him out tho. ;) and then we started to talk about dating.....
Yeah. So I am gonna get it tomorrow if the marks are still there. I wonder how my boss is gonna make me cover up my marks. :/ I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. Everyone is gonna see them and ask, "OMFG did you do that?!"
But at the same time I am not ashamed of my marks. They're battle scars I guess... Whatever.
Maybe they'll fade in the night....
-Katie
So much has happened. I'm not going to go into details, but..... Just never be ashamed to ask for help. Wether you talk to your parents or call a hotline, if you need help get it.
I wanted to kill myself today. So I called a hotline. It helped. It made me slow down and think before I did something I regretted. Well..... Something worse than carving FML into my arm anyways. Point is I'm low right now. I'm all alone and it doesn't look too good from where im at. But I'll come back. I've done it before and I can do it again.
IN OTHER NEWS: I think this dude at work might like me. xD seriously tho. He asked this other cashier to ask me if I was okay. She ratted him out tho. ;) and then we started to talk about dating.....
Yeah. So I am gonna get it tomorrow if the marks are still there. I wonder how my boss is gonna make me cover up my marks. :/ I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. Everyone is gonna see them and ask, "OMFG did you do that?!"
But at the same time I am not ashamed of my marks. They're battle scars I guess... Whatever.
Maybe they'll fade in the night....
-Katie
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