Feels good to finally post a smiley face.
Yeah, long story short my parents found out everything that has been going on, and took away social networking for the weekend. But then my mom let me back on ONLY to check on James because I told her he had food poisoning. :(( POOR JAMES!!!!!!!!!!!
xD Anyways, things..... are gonna change around here. This blog...... My parents don't want me using it as a diary, but.... I don't know. Things are just REALLY gonna change around here. This blog, my life, my house.....
And I'm also fighting to keep my twitter. I AM FRIENDS WITH SO MANY COOL PEOPLE ON THERE. Some of them may even be reading this. So.... if you are, I LOVE YOU! xD In a totally non-creepy way though. :P But rest assured, I AM NOT GIVING UP MY TWITTER WITHOUT A FIGHT.
So.... Just bare with me as I get better. I may not always be happy, but I'll always be honest with you. I just.... this blog and every single person reading it mean so much to me. This is my FUTURE. RIGHT HERE. Even the doctor read this and said aside from the fact that I was flat-out cussing and talking about some very depressing things, that it was very well written. And that made me feel really good. Like I DO have a purpose. Like I AM worth fighting for. And right now, I am going through the final phases I guess of becoming a Rusher.
I mean, I guess I always WAS a rusher. I fangirled, I knew stuff, I stayed through stupid bitches starting drama..... But now in turn I'm finding relief in those boys. I am almost always either listening to "No Idea" or "Covergirl." Those boys...... I think they've kind of kept me fighting until this happened. And one day I want to hug them and tell them thank you. This is the second time they've saved me. And I just...... I told my mom last night that Kendall believes that every single girl out there is beautiful in some way. That, and he would probably kill me if he knew what had been happening. I don't think I would have blamed him either. But yeah. I AM A RUSHER AND I AIN'T CHANGIN FOR NO BODY! I GONNA ELEVATE!!!! xD But yeah. And so........
THE WRITTEN JOURNEY BEGINS AGAIN. :)
-Katie
Yeah, long story short my parents found out everything that has been going on, and took away social networking for the weekend. But then my mom let me back on ONLY to check on James because I told her he had food poisoning. :(( POOR JAMES!!!!!!!!!!!
xD Anyways, things..... are gonna change around here. This blog...... My parents don't want me using it as a diary, but.... I don't know. Things are just REALLY gonna change around here. This blog, my life, my house.....
And I'm also fighting to keep my twitter. I AM FRIENDS WITH SO MANY COOL PEOPLE ON THERE. Some of them may even be reading this. So.... if you are, I LOVE YOU! xD In a totally non-creepy way though. :P But rest assured, I AM NOT GIVING UP MY TWITTER WITHOUT A FIGHT.
So.... Just bare with me as I get better. I may not always be happy, but I'll always be honest with you. I just.... this blog and every single person reading it mean so much to me. This is my FUTURE. RIGHT HERE. Even the doctor read this and said aside from the fact that I was flat-out cussing and talking about some very depressing things, that it was very well written. And that made me feel really good. Like I DO have a purpose. Like I AM worth fighting for. And right now, I am going through the final phases I guess of becoming a Rusher.
I mean, I guess I always WAS a rusher. I fangirled, I knew stuff, I stayed through stupid bitches starting drama..... But now in turn I'm finding relief in those boys. I am almost always either listening to "No Idea" or "Covergirl." Those boys...... I think they've kind of kept me fighting until this happened. And one day I want to hug them and tell them thank you. This is the second time they've saved me. And I just...... I told my mom last night that Kendall believes that every single girl out there is beautiful in some way. That, and he would probably kill me if he knew what had been happening. I don't think I would have blamed him either. But yeah. I AM A RUSHER AND I AIN'T CHANGIN FOR NO BODY! I GONNA ELEVATE!!!! xD But yeah. And so........
THE WRITTEN JOURNEY BEGINS AGAIN. :)
-Katie
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